babypietattoo:

 How the hell do I manage to have a shitty birthday every single year? My friends bailed on my birthday dinner plans, my boyfriend rather play video games,  the only card I got was from the dentist! Everybody completely forgot about me again! Not to mention the changing seasons is making my depression ten times worse and I'm waiting for blood tests to come back and I have a cold or the flu or something. This is pathetic. I'm going to go make myself a cake and sit in my room and eat it all. 

Sorry it sucked. Sorry you are ill.  I got through similar feelings by realizing that if I control my day, without expectations from others, then I am assured of having a great day.  Plan to do the things that you like and invite along people who will also enjoy those things.   I realized that after age 10 or so birthdays just are not a big deal to me..  I am grateful for being alive and relatively healthy.  Life is what you make it.

What grinds my gears?  This fricken cold I got on the tail end of the flu and my dangblammed SINUSES!! 

Laurel:

Laundry. Friggin laundry grinds my everloving gears so hard! I hate it. So, I wait 2 months to do it. Then I have a shit ton to do. And the cycle repeats... lol.

+1

I also spilled nail polish for the first time in my life and got it on the rug and one of my boots. I wasn't even painting my nails, i was just trying to see how it worked to color code plain silver thumbtacks. fuckin eh.

Adwoa:

Sorry it sucked. Sorry you are ill.  I got through similar feelings by realizing that if I control my day, without expectations from others, then I am assured of having a great day.  Plan to do the things that you like and invite along people who will also enjoy those things.   I realized that after age 10 or so birthdays just are not a big deal to me..  I am grateful for being alive and relatively healthy.  Life is what you make it.

Very true. I always start my birthdays as no big deal, but people try and hype them up. And then they bail! People I don't even know wish me a happy birthday and it just feels fake to me. Birthdays are just another day out of the year. Why should I only get one day to feel special? I want to feel loved everyday. The poppyseed cake I made was awesome, and I'm doing great on my art. Good enough for me! 

Here's a gear grinder. I'm really good about not letting our puppy be destructive, but my brother lets her use shoes and socks and garbage as toys! So I come home from school and the floor will be covered in sticks, and ripped up paper, and shredded socks. I don't want her to accidentally swallow that crap 

Ex girlfriends really grind my gears..

My girlfriend and I broke up in, Oct. of this year. She was so hurt by us breaking up. (I was to) But, not even 3 weeks after we broke up, she had got a new boyfriend. I haven't even began to look for a new girlfriend, and she jumps from our relationship into a new one? I know that shes single and everything but if she was hurt by the breakup, why did she jump into another relationship that quick?

She's one of these highschool, teenage, drama queens that thinks they need a boyfriend to make them feel better... It just pisses me off that she jumps to another guy, hardly 3 weeks after we broke up, and claiming that she already has feelings for him.

I mean comon how do you do that? She's friggin 17 she does know what true love is yet... I'm not saying I do because love is a complecated thing.. But atleast I know what love is based on, and don't use the words "I love you" to make someone think that I love them when it's really just empty words.

Sorry about the little rant but thats what this thread is for right? :p

xNeedlesx:

I mean comon how do you do that? She's friggin 17 she does know what true love is yet... I'm not saying I do because love is a complecated thing.. But atleast I know what love is based on, and don't use the words "I love you" to make someone thing that I love them when it's really just empty feelings..

This is coming from a 17 year old girl: She's doing it to get to you and its clearly working. A lot of girls seem to think it makes themselves feel better to see others hurting. Don't let it get to you. Sure she may actually have feelings for him, or it may just be a casual rebound to get back on her feet. Just focus on yourself and don't dwell on the past. And on the "I love you" subject, some people will just say the words thinking it will make them actually fall in love once they hear the words. I don't know how long you were together, but maybe she just wasn't opening up all the way about it. 

I'm not letting it get to me all that much it just makes me slightly mad..

We were together for 6 months. Nearly 7 months.

Yeah people also say I love you thinking that it will make the person stay with them... But I don't know.. :p I just had to get that little rant out before it killed me :P

 Yeah I can definitely see why it would make you mad.

On another note. My kneecap is rolling around under the skin like a golfball. Very painful and annoying... 

Ouch! Did you fall on it or anything?

 I have this weird joint condition where all of my joints have excess fluid in them. Its pretty gross, my thumbs can bend down and touch my wrist haha 

xNeedlesx:

I'm not letting it get to me all that much it just makes me slightly mad..

We were together for 6 months. Nearly 7 months.

My first serious bf was with me for about a year and four months.  Sure, we argued a little, like most average couples of any age.  I honestly started contemplating dumping him when he seemed to break away a little... like, he'd only wanna hang with his buddies and never seemed to care to make time for me.  I started calling or texting a lot just to say hi or what's up and he would accuse me of controlling him (when I just missed him since he never cared to see me).

Anyway, I go on a cruise for a week with my parents, come home and about a few days later, he dumps me (over AIM).  He refused to admit why, but the real reason was so he could start seeing this slore (slut + whore) who's about half my size (I'm heavy/plus sized) and he'd only been talking to for a few weeks behind my back

It crushed me, even though I wasn't happy with him.  Not long later, I started seeing my current bf (I was afraid of it being a rebound but we've been together for over 2 years now)... I almost felt like I was competing with my ex, because he did all that to me :/

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sorry for the gigantic story!  I just thought I related  :/

Yeah I know.. My first girlfriend was like that. Me and her dated for 5 months and she broke up with me over the phone to date another guy at her school.. Really crushed me but, I got over it about..2 months later, and as far as I know she's marrying the guy she left me for and moving in with him and his mom :p So I don't know :p She hates my guts, so I have talked to her in a while.

K, this sounds really bitchy, but I hate when people at work, who are WAY below me on the totem pole, try to tell me how to do my job.  I wanna punch this guy in the face!

And when I'm going the speed limit, or even a few over, and the guy behind me is flashing his lights at me.  Screw you!  Go around!  I hope you get a ticket...ass.

I'm in a firey mood today! lol